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March 21

 

 

Deviation from the norm will be punished, unless it can be exploited

 

 

March 20

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Resistance is a symptom of the way things are Not the way things necessarily should be. Actual victory belongs to things that simply do not see failure. Let the path push you like a broken branch in a river's current.

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March 19

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"I had this guy leave me a voice mail at work so I called him at home and then he e-mailed me to my Blackberry and so I texted to his cell and then he e-mailed me to my home account and the whole thing just got out of control. And I miss the days when you had one phone number and one answering machine and that one answering machine has one cassette tape and that one cassette tape either had a message from a guy or it didn't. And now you just have to go around checking all these different portals just to get rejected by seven different technologies. It's exhausting."

 

- He's just not that into you

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March 18

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Donnie Darko

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March 17

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I think Sense 8 is the best show i've ever watched in terms of how it made me feel, and how it made me feel connected

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March 16

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Remember that people dont owe you shit, and that they know this so they will only act based on what they get, even i its a little, unless they are genuinely 100% good peoples, in which case they are probably aliens

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March 15

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San Junipero

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March 14

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If you equate Fame and Money with Talent then you have already lost the plot

 

March 13

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Growing up i genuinely and truly believed that if you liked someone and you told them, then they'd like you too, not even that they'd be forced to, but they'd just begin to like you back in that moment.

 

 

March 12

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To whatever degree, most my shoots are experiments, i plan them as well as i can, i gather as many references as i feel necessary, learn as much about my muse as i can, both how they photograph, and who they are, and then when the time comes i just do what i can, i never have a solid plan, how i interact with the model pushes me, or us to how and what we shoot, and also i come up with tonnes of idea, way more than enough.

 

March 11

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One of my biggest secrets when it comes to photography, is that I don't actually know what I'm doing, I'm just winging it, like 87.4% of the time

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March 10

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i decided to challenge myself to writing one short script a week, these short scripts wont be as detailed as most i assume, but it will be a way of practicing and learning more to think, and write than anything, i doubt ill use most of them for anything, but i've always enjoyed short films because they pay attention to the viewer and the story more than full length movies do nowadays, VImeo has some nice short films, (yes the whole of Vimeo)

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March 9

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I wish life wasn't as restricted as it is by things like passports and borders and visa and the rules that are there, and i definitely understand why the rules are there, but when you want to travel, not to one country or two, or ten or even twenty, when you'd like to literally spend the rest of your life travelling, it becomes such a hassle to think of how much work its going to be to have to go to immigration here and there to be able to country hop, but alas, we live in this dimension, where that's needed

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March 8

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Do The Machiavelli Personality Test

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March 7

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I worry that i will live too long, but i also worry i will die before i do whatever it is i am meant to do in this world, if that even exists, but i also worry that i wont find out what it is i am meant to do, but also i worry that there is nothing that i am specifically meant to do, and that all the things i do are what i am meant to do.

 

and lastly i feel that i am not meant to do anything, i just am, jsut as everything is, there is no greater meaning, no meaning of life, nothing grand and meaningful, we just are

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March 6

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Someone recently made me realize how sometimes people ask for honesty, all the time but they don't want it, and obviously its not all people all the time, or maybe it was literally just me in this situation, but i was honest with this person, i spilt every single ounce of myself, the good and bad, what i felt in a moment, i opened up and said it, before i thought i was already speaking, because i was naive enough to think that what she wanted, and in the beginning it was, but when i began to open up about my depression the extents of it the oftenness of it etc, she ran off, and shes gone now.

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March 5

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Its so shocking how easy it is for the past to creep up on you, i had a moment today while sitting watching TV, where something in my past decided to resurface, it wasn't brought up or poked at by anyone or anything really, but i found myself drowning in all the emotions that were around me when i first went through it, and although i have moved past it, or its in the past rather, it still has its days where it can come back to the present, and consume me as it wishes

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March 4

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Somewhere in my youth, somewhere inside me a fear of failure began to grow, and as it did, it consumed me so much that i began to fear failure so much that i didn't try, i preferred to fail by not trying, and felt that if i didn't try, at least i wouldn't know if i would of failed or not, it felt better not knowing, because so long as i didn't make a decision, so long as i didn't choose, i always felt like i could still make the decision.

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March 3

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"I’m a narcissistic cynic pls forgive me (or don’t) but I work for myslf by myslf (obvs not ENTIRELY but u get the point) lol I don’t believe in the greater version of society cause I don’t see 1, I think ur all fucked & only the few with brains similar to mine are gonna advance, Or brains better than mine lol."- Tyla B. Wood

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March 2

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I feel social media has kinda if not mostly taken away from our ability to truly appreciate so many different kinds of art. i mean of course its opened up so many different kinds of art and made it easier to access and also made it easier to grow from and profit from.

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but i also feel that its come to the point where we are exposed to so many different kinds of art and so many people who do them that we don't take the time to appreciate what we see because we feel like its easy and some don't deserve our time etc, we see so many pictures, here so many so and view so many painting on a daily that its not possible for us to appreciate the images or things we hear fully, yes we may experience them for a few minutes, but that is so brief that it takes away the full effect that art can really have on us.

 

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March 1

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I guess we spent most our lives, watching TV, listening to music, reading magazines, and we spend our time consuming all these different kinds of information and media, and they all only tell us who we are, how we are what we do, the world usually and almost always tells us.

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Everything we learn about the world and understand, is told to us, its forced into us, and in the end were taught what we want in a way where when we look at our lives, we look at things, through fear. we may not always realize it, we may never overcome it, but the world teaches us to be scared, to be worried, be fear so much, and itself.

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